**im back!!**

hello chicklettes well ive finally got the puter up and running again... lots of sweat, tears and effort from myself and the puter shop people!! i swear i should be a bloke.... or maybe i'm just a tad lucky on the handy dandy diy bits and bobs... i couldnt do any manual work as a 'real job' tho cuz in the words of the caretaker on Recess 'if it was a job it wouldnt be a hobby and i wouldnt enjoy ot' or some shit along those lines.well i finished at m+s on saturday... sad day it was!! spent about 4 or 5 hours on the tills which kinda made it go quicker... i guess! lol. they said they'd gladly have me back *grins* so thats cool.happy belated new year people! hope you all had a good one! i drank a bit too much champers and vodka (not together mind) but apart from that it was kewl. chris has photo evidence of my tipsiness which he *very kindly* emailed me in a storyboard kinda style.... blah.mum is currently at the hospital.. theyre telling her what theyre gonna do to her ear... most prob operate and then give her a hearing aid... what happened was they think her ear drum burst but the docs said it hadnt... then it got infected and then a cyst thing impaired her hearing so she's kinda half deaf. we kinda thought the worst when they detected lumps in her ear, but luckily the CAT scan showed nothing too bad. i didnt really wanna relive the saga of almost 9 years ago... wasnt too nice. i dont know what goes thru peoples heads when they hear someone has cancer, but obviously some people are so thick that they cant get it into their skulls that ITS NOT INFECTIOUS. we lost a lot of friends after mum was diagnosed, then came the anger, rage, missed a whole chunk of school, affairs, continual bullying and much more. oh well i guess life doesnt want to treat me well in my early years huh? after the whole saga when i was 8, and then the 13 year old saga, i really do think that ive gotta get away from this family, and 2004 is the time to do it.i think i did quite well writing such a long entry... i had about an hours sleep last night but at least i got thru most of 'the lovely bones'... anyone read it? i'm loving the book personally!xxxxxxxx