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well here i am, an odd saturday night at home... eep! usually shopping in asda with chris right now and heck do i miss the bugger! what with heaps of uni work to do, as well as till training today in the lethargic training room, the parent shit and general im-feeling-like-crap disease, i'm just gonna go to my babys on tuesday when we trundle off to see CKY! :P glad his stinky ex so-called friend has moved to another part of the country so theres not even a meagre chance of crap happening on tues and spoiling our night!work was so tiring today, although my granny helping was sky high!! super extra brownie points for natz! no mail for me today...pah! gonna make some crimbo cards tonight me thinks.ho hum... off to chill baybees. xxx

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life sucks. my dad had a right old winge at me for going to visit chris every weekend. he told me that obviously chris doesnt love me as much as i thought and doesnt respect me... and that he takes advantage of me and all that shit. i really dont know what to do... i love chris with all my heart but they dont seem to realise this... they just make it out that im a big mug. if i try and get chris to come up (which i think will be a good idea) they'll only moan more that he's shy, quiet etc but im not sure he would come up here anyway. i dont know what to do. theyre trying to split us up. should i go against them and continue to trundle down to his almost every weekend? or get him to come up here for the first time in 7 months? and what shall i do if he doesnt want to come up? i cant break up with him cause i dont want to and i dont want to give into them.

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wow $1000 a night... that'll do me but i dont think chris has got that kinda money! ah well! i'll do it for free for him!! :)

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grrrr... why is chris so hard to buy for with presents? he always ends up buying things he likes as soon as he sees them and now im stuck! grrr. will trundle off to bluewater to see what i can find anyway tomorrow... maybe something nice will pop right out at me or something.linkin park really hurt... wembley totally sucks arse as a venue and when you've got a 14 year old girl in a washed out 'white' (supposedly) vest top and wannabe avrilesque tie on jumping on my feet all night (i smacked her, kicked her etc etc but she still wouldnt budge...i wanted to pull her ponytail and give her what for but i know i'd be kicked out for that) it suxx even more. she bloody screamed in my ear etc etc etc and man my panic attack at the end surely got me outta that situation. she then moved onto elaine (chris' sis) who tried her best to fend off the little terror but they were right in front of security! ah well. i very much doubt i'll go to wembley again... they split the floor into 2 and we were in the back half (they did like 15 people in one bit, 15 in the other kinda alternation...unfair!!). yeah so it sucked. lostprophets were cool though :)cannae wait for CKY next tues.... concorde 2 here we come! i shall give my lil opinion on that and shall take my camera if poss! i had pink streaks in my fringe for linkin and man it ruled! def gonna do that for cky! oh the vanity! :Psucky lady from uni is taking bloody ages to let us know if we've got into the 'student associate' scheme (i.e. classroom assistant)~ i really wanna know so that i can sort out my gttr application... its a waste saying im gonna do it when i dont get accepted... pooballs.well i'll better put my cuppa tea away and sort out swaps and stuff! gonna mail out tati's labels tomorra and she's getting me some super cool stuff from hot topic to say merci!love and kisssses xxxx